2:15 Philosophically painful

I'd like to fall in love. Not that pleasant camaraderie with interests in common and a solid friendship in between the weekend-fucking. I want unadulterated desire, the kind that consumes my soul, rips the entire ribcage from my torso and leave me a ragged corpse, ravaged and looted. Like I use to feel it. Like I felt it before..

I miss being alive.

A baby seal walks into a club..