2:22 Epic fail?
I helped my sister move this last weekend. It worked pretty well, beyond expectation, and exhaustion aside, it felt like a good day. But since we were done late in the evening, I crashed at my mom's place and drove the work the next day. No biggie, except I had to skip one day of medication.
It amusing to realise what I am without drugs. A recovering obsessive compulsive, or stark raving mad, I dunno. Withdrawal is bound to ignite and enhance anxiety, but by golly, I more or less sat in cold sweat during the bus ride home, trying my best to "ride the wave out". And yet somehow, I long to experience life without medication, as if I fear that I am sedated from life.
But the worst part is realising that I'm really a fucking emo..
Killing an Arab is The Cure to all our problems..
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Let the dead rest until they are needed again. It is no use to deny it any longer. I have to put Vampires Suck on indefinite hold for now. There’s a number of reasons why, and I’ll try to sum them up fairly quickly.
One thing is the internet as a medium in itself. You’ve seen me contemplate in earlier commentaries how the need for proper updates and a fair amount of content each update makes longer storylines challenging. After my first creative breakdown, I started the Chronicles of coffee and cigarettes, adjusting focus from the setting to those who (ab)use it. These were short gags presented as strips. But I don’t want to make strips. Or gags for that matter. At least not now.
VS evolved into something I find much more interesting creating – a story. Some of you, who play any edition of WoD, realise this as well. It’s not about how shitty or badass your character is in a game mechanic balance perspective. It is the drama that inevitably will surface because everything you touch will turn to shit. Life’s still a fucking joke, but everyone doesn’t get it, and others don’t find it particularly funny.
Continuing on what has been done is troublesome. I could start making proper ‘zines altogether out of VS, but there’s simply too much backstory only available online. And then there’s my conscious decision to direct VS to those already familiar with the Masquerade-setting. A proper shift in medium would require a full re-boot, and probably to drop the universe by White Wolf altogether.
But I assure you that the vampires have not returned into the shadows forever. They are always present, and the great resource material for classical Victorian horror can be applied within a multitude of settings. But VS as it is and has been, will not be for quite a while. I am deeply indebted to you all for giving me these 4 years.
Thank you so much,
THE PUBLICUM SPEAKS OUT
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